It makes me sad waking up alone when there’s someone willing to wake up with me
Some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. Some things are so sad that only your soul can do the crying for them.
when did being beautiful become more important than feeling happy?
It’s midnight. I’m 21 years old. I’m still afraid of commitment. Still afraid I’ll end up alone. Still sorry for not knowing how to handle things. Still taking up too much space. Still eating only one meal a day. Still wishing I were someone else. Still haven’t let anyone in. Still haven’t learned how to put down roots. Still joke about suicide too much. Still a compulsive liar. Still waiting for someone to stick around. I’m still here. Barely.
You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them. Do not complain. Make every effort to change things you do not like. If you cannot make a change, change the way you have been thinking.